The Millennium Wolves Series by Sapir Englard Chapter 50

The Millennium Wolves Series Book Three Chapter: 20

SIENNA 

I jolted awake, sweating and breathing heavily. Konstantin was still holding on to my hands, and I quickly pulled them away and put them under my arms for warmth 

I was wet all right, but not from an orgasm. Outside my mind, I was clammy and drenched in a cold sweat. 

Konstantin rushed to my side, throwing a blanket around my shoulders. 

“I–I was hazed,” I said, teeth chattering, “I don‘t understand what happened.” 

“Fascinating,” Konstantin said, studying me. “So, that‘s how it manifests in your mind. 

“What do you mean?” 

**That wasn‘t the haze, not the real one anyway. Your mind is going to try and fight you off. It‘s only natural. Your brain has a kind of defense mechanism–like white blood cells—to keep you from entering too far.” 

“I can‘t control it,” I coughed. 

“I know. That‘s why we‘ll work on it together, Konstantin said calmingly. “This defense mechanism manifests itself differently for 

every individual, and in your case, it must be manifesting as the haze.” 

Of course it was. So that meant that every time I tried to access my memories, I‘d feel a superintense version of the haze. 

Fucking perfect 

The last thing I wanted was to get hot and bothered during therapy. 

“It‘s important to remember that even though it feels very real, nothing that‘s happening in your mind is actually physically happening in the real world. It‘s all in your imagination.” 

“I can‘t do any more tonight. It‘s all too much right now.” 

“I understand; we‘ll pick this up tomorrow. I don‘t want to push you if you‘re not ready,” he said, grabbing my jacket and guiding me to the elevator. 

Thanks for understanding.” I smiled weakly. “1 feel embarrassed.” 

“Nonsense. Go home and get some rest. We‘ll try again tomorrow.” 

The hot water rolled down my back as I stood in the shower, trying to make sense of what was happening to me. 

Why had my mind placed me in such a precarious position? 

What was I hiding from myself? 

Whatever it was, it was buried deep. 

As I splashed my face with water, I heard the shower door slide open behind me. 

“Want some company?” 

I whipped around to find Aiden, naked and fully erect, grinning at me with anticipation. 

He was hazed 

The real kind of hazed. 

Before I could say anything, he had me pinned against the wall and we were kissing 

He bit my lips, and his tongue began moving down my neck, then my torso, until he was on his knees and his head was at my sex. 

I quivered with pleasure as his tongue flicked 

inside me. I closed my eyes and gave in to my desire as my haze kicked in. 

Aiden could trigger it just by looking at me the right way, but his touch was even better. 

“You love it when I‘m inside you, don‘t you, Sienna?” Aiden said, looking up at me. 

“God, yes.” I moaned. 

Aiden stood up, and the tip of his cock brushed against my sex 

“We haven‘t been hazed in a minute,” Aiden whispered in my ear. 

Only if you doncount the Haze in my head. 

“Sorry I‘ve been working so much.” Aiden said, his cock beginning to breach my sex. “Let me make it up to you. 

I moaned in approval as his tip slipped in 

Aiden pulled back out, then grabbed me by my shoulders and flipped me around, pressing me up against the wall. 

He suddenly entered me from behind, and I gasped as I felt his manhood filling me up. 

Fuck! 

I put my hands on the wall to brace myself as Aiden began to thrust into me with his alpha strength. 

–Ye–ves, fuck ye–yes!” I stammered as each thrust hit me in exactly the right spot. 

My whole body was quivering with desire, begging for more. 

I felt like I was about to pass out from the pleasure. 

It was just what I needed to clear my mind having my brains fucked out by my mate. 

Aiden You haven‘t checked in with the status update today 

Aiden Is she healthy enough to leave yet? 

Aiden 

I want a date and time 

Jocelyn Aiden, I’m working with her, but she’s not 

Aiden, I‘m working with her, but she‘s no just going to heal overnight. 

Jocelyn You need to let me do my job 

Aiden And you need to let me do mine 

Aiden We can‘t trust her 

JOCELYN 

Exasperated, I placed my phone facedown on my desk. Nina shot me an inquisitive look. 

“Boyfriend troubles?” she asked teasingly. 

“Ex–boyfriend, actually.” 

“Is this the beta flavor or the alpha flavor that‘s making you look like you just tasted something bitter?” 

“Alpha,” I laughed. “Wait, how did you know about? 

You don‘t think I‘ve noticed all the tension in the air when the three of you are in a room together? It‘s so thick I can barely breathe,” Nina said, haldina har naal– and ratandina tookal–a 

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holding her neck and pretending to choke. 

That‘s very much in the past. It didn‘t work out with either of them.” 

“Alpha, beta... maybe you just need to try omega.” Nina smirked. 

I found myself blushing again. Why did this always happen to me when I was around her? 

I helped Nina stand up and limp over to the parallel bars so we could work on her physiotherapy. My blushing only increased as she clutched my arm tightly. 

“The alpha doesn‘t like that I‘m here, does he? He wants me gone.” 

“Aiden is just very protective of his pack, as a good leader should be,” I responded. “He‘s not always the most open person, but he usually warms up with time.” 

“Is that what happened with his mate? What was her name? I heard they had quite the fairytale 

romance.” 

“Sienna—and where did you hear that? The tabloids?” I asked cagily. 

“I‘ve been known to read a trashy magazine or two ” Nina admitted “So what‘s Sienna‘s deal? 

“Usually, but she hasn‘t come in for the past few days. Why are you asking all these questions about Aiden and Sienna?” I asked. 

Nina suddenly lost her balance and fell to the floor with a thud, screaming out in pain. 

“Nina!” I dropped to the floor and helped her up, inspecting her ankle: it was bright purple. 

“I think I rolled it.” She winced. 

We tried too much too soon. I shouldn‘t have pushed you so fast.” I apologized. 

Nina placed her hand on mine and looked at me with her bewitching eyes. 

My heart started beating out of my chest, but I didn‘t move my hand. 

Why the hell aren? I moving my hand? 

I finally managed to pull away and regain my composure. “I think we should pick this up tomorrow,” I said, clearing my throat. 

“Okay,” she said, disappointed. “But, Jocelyn, sometimes it‘s good to push. Sometimes you have to try something to find out if you‘re ready.” 

SIENNA 

Once Aiden had helped clear my mind and taken care of my haze, I felt much more confident about attempting another session with Konstantin. 

“Are you ready to try again?” he asked, sitting across from me in his study. 

“Yes, I think so.” 

I took a deep breath 

“I know so.” 

Whatever happens, don‘t fight it. Do you understand? You have to give in,” Konstantin said. “It‘s the only way to find what your mind has hidden away.” 

“I‘ll do my best.” 

“Give me your hands.” 

A lush garden filled with flowery arches and gushing fountains led the way to a gorgeous brick manor. I lified my dress as I walked toward it, 

trying not to get it dirty. 

Wait, what was I doing? This wasnt real. 

As I picked up my pace, my breasts practically spilled out of the right bodice that was boosting them up. 

Again, this was my own mind‘s doing. Everything in my head was designed by me. Last time it was a creepy castle, this time, a charming countryside estate in the Victorian period. 

I had to say, I preferred this one. 

When I reached the manor, I found Aiden inside, dressed in a dashing suit and tie. 

Leave it to my mind to somehow make him even more handsome 

“Where to?” I asked, surveying the massive mansion. 

“This is your brain,” he replied. “Follow your instincts. Where is it telling you to go?” 

Without thinking, I started walking up the grand staircase, with Aiden following behind. I moved past dozens of doors, but I knew that none of them was the one that I was looking for: 

Twisting hallways. 

Twisting hallways. 

More narrow staircases. 

Wallpaper that was constantly changing 

This place was more maze than mansion. I was starting to feel as though I was missing something until I found myself abruptly stopping in the middle of a hallway. 

“I think it‘s here, but I dont know why.” I said, confused. “There aren‘t even any doors in this corridor 

I instinctively looked up at the ceiling to see an attic door, hanging slightly ajar. 

“It‘s too high to reach. Give me a boost.” 

I really hoped that my mind had been courteous enough to give me underwear this time. 

As Aiden lified me, I started feeling a tingling throughout my body. 

The goddamn haze again, my body‘s defense mechanism. That meant we must be close. 

“It‘s happening again.” I whimpered. 

Aidens face was dangerously close to my ass. 

“Don‘t fight it. Give in to whatever your mind tells you to do when we enter that room. 

I managed to pull the ladder down and ascend it, trying not to think about how extremely hazed I was feeling 

When I saw what was inside the attic, my jaw dropped open. 

“What the fuck?” 

Old–school wooden BDSM contraptions littered the room, along with plenty of whips and chains, 

I had just brought us to a damned sex dungeon except it was in the attic. 

The haze spread through my body like wildfire. I wanted to rip my clothes off, and when I looked at Aiden, it seemed the same thought may have been going through his head too. 

I approached one of the wooden contraptions, not in control of my own body, like I was sleepwalking 

My mind fastened the straps around my wrists. 

“What are you doing?” Aiden asked with a smirk. 

The haze spread through my body like wildfire. I wanted to rip my clothes off, and when I looked at Aiden, it seemed the same thought may have been going through his head too. 

I approached one of the wooden contraptions, not in control of my own body, like I was sleepwalking 

My mind fastened the straps around my wrists 

“What are you doing?” Aiden asked with a smirk. 

“I honestly don‘t know,” I said, trying not to 

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Another wave of the haze hit me, and all I wanted was to feel something 

To feel anything 

“Grab a whip, “I commanded.